So, if we can never find the smallest particle (because by looking, we keep creating) that would mean there is no end until we stop looking... there is no end until we decide.
I have concluded this to mean that there is no root to breakthroughs or blockages; the more we look for them the more they will appear.
We must simply, let go, and rebirth life. Start clean and fresh with a desired understanding of what has lead us to this moment and use that understanding in a way of our own choosing.
Instead of diving into balancing our past... dive into the moment and explore.